Thursday, March 30, 2006

Will you be in heaven?

This is the word of God. May He bless it to your understanding...

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Friday, March 24, 2006

Found a church

MY church doesn't take collections. They have a box in the back for those who choose to give. Ha!

What about yours?

Saturday, March 11, 2006

Maybe babies aren't so bad...

I just overheard some old ladies crooning over a baby, and learned that babies wake up happy. Is this true? Do they greet each day with a smile? Providing their immediate needs are met, are they really without any resentments or discontent? Wow.

Psalm 22

I read Psalm 22 this morning, and was touched, Sovereign-Grace-Ministries-style (i.e. tearfully by God's love). What struck me is that David, petitioning for deliverance from his trials, wrote the very prophesies of Christ's suffering, which in turn became the means of David's deliverance. God had compassion on David, and put own Son (born of the line of David) through a far greater agony in order to reconcile men to God. David was never truly forsaken because Jesus was--actually and totally. Reading with Christ in mind opened my eyes to His suffering and the reason for it.

There's much more to say about this Psalm, but I think I'll just screw it up if I try to go too in depth. I like, for example, verse 25: "From you comes my praise in the great congregation; my vows I will perform before those who fear him." How beautiful is that? All my good works are tainted with selfish ambition or self-righteousness, but David longs to perform his vows with thanksgiving before those who fear God. I wish that I could have David's piety--anxious to fast and sacrifice and give thanks in the church, where all God's people would gather to sing psalms and give testimony to God's love.

It's a happy thought--but here I am, ungrateful and vile. The church is a poole function for worldly, Sunday Christians. Someday, perhaps, I will enter the assembly of the righteous and see such a place.

Monday, March 06, 2006

New Address

2ndLt Radman, K. E.
BOLC III, Class 1-06, Box 507
PO BOX 820
Fort Sill, OK 73503-5820

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Spotted on base:

Yeah, baby!

Spotted in an away message:

"Logic just allows me to be wrong with greater authority."
-Jonathan Harrison

Spotted in the classifieds:

DIVORCE
$125
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I think I'm in love...

With Atomic Annie!!!

Saturday, March 04, 2006

Greetings from the Midwest!

Ok, I'm in OK.

I'm not gonna lie, I didn't like it here at first. It was 95 degrees when I pulled in Wednesday. "Unseasonably warm," they said on the radio. "Inhumane," I say. Terrain is flat and arid--biggest drought in 50 years, they say. Didn't hear an excuse for the flatness. The grass is not just brown, but bleached to a light tan, and crackles when you walk on it like old barn straw. The trees are no better; short, jaggedy, broken things that only grow along the now parched ditches and riverbanks. They seem dispirited, like they know they can't fight the sun and so don't even attempt to provide shade. Old branches and deadwood, which would have decomposed long ago in Pennsylvania, lie exposed on the ground underneath like bones.

Lawton itself, on Route 44 about 85 miles south of Oklahoma City, is a mismatched patchwork of pawn shops, beer dives, and fast food. Quaint midwestern town? Hardly. A lieutenant was murdered right downtown last weekend. Shot six times, they say. Haven't heard why.

I was pretty bummed about it all, but as I drove to one of the two Wallmart Supercenters this morning, my outlook began to change. I saw a pickup in the turn lane, with three or four people squeezed into the cab, and two riding in the bed. Gee, it's been a while since I've ridden in the bed of a truck, or seen someone else back there. A minute or so later I pulled up at a traffic light next to a bearded dude on an old Yamaha V-Star motorcycle. His girl was on the back, and he was lighting a cigarette. Gotta admire a man like that. I imagine it takes a considerable degree of talent to smoke while you ride. One misplaced twitch or cough, and he'd lose the thing into his helmet, or beard, or collar.

Yep, I think I'll be OK here! :-)