Friday, December 30, 2005

Babies Better than Crack

"When given the choice between cocaine and newly born pups, mother rats choose pups."
-Scientific American (January 06)

Thursday, December 29, 2005

What is your favorite verse?

A couple weeks ago I was in a men's room at TBS trying to escape from the bustle and read my Bible. A guy asked me what I was reading. I'd seen him around, he was one that lived on the wilder side of life. "The Bible," I said.
"No, I mean, what are you reading? Where are you reading?"
I was reading from the gospel of John.
"What's your favorite verse in the Bible?"
I wasn't prepared for that one. I didn't think I had one. I stumbled around trying to remember and quote a strong verse with a clear gospel message. I didn't find one in time. He had a favorite, though. Philippians 4:13, "I can do all things through him who strengthens me."

I've never had a favorite verse. I'm not interested in having my oppressors caught in their own snares, I don't have any aspirations of running without growing tired or soaring like an eagle; I don't know what it means to get everything I ask for or "do all things"--I don't even get that excited about unconquerable, conquering love (Romans 8:37-39).

I do like one thing, though. Peace. If you read the other stuff I've written in this blog I think you'll see why. I wrote a post a while back where I talk about how almost all the epistles in the New Testament greet their audiences with "grace and peace from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ." My chapel testimony quotes from Romans 5, "Therefore, since we have been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ. Through him we have also obtained access by faith into this grace in which we stand, and we rejoice in hope of the glory of God."

I like that.

Here's another one:
"Come, everyone who thirsts, come to the waters;
and he who has no money, come, buy and eat!
Coime, buy wine and milk without money and without price.
Why do you spend your money for that which is not bread, and your labor for that which does not satisfy? Listen diligently to me, and eat what is good, and delight yourselves in rich food. Incline your ear, and come to me; hear, that your soul may live; and I will make with you an everlasting covenant, my steadfast, sure love for David." -Isaiah 55:1-3

I didn't mean, of course, that I care nothing for all the other promises of Scripture, only that these ones strike a chord in me. What are your favorite Scriptures?

Charge to the Underclassmen


Good afternoon, my name is Kevin Radman. I am a Classical Liberal Arts major from Pennsylvania, and I have decided to put my education to use in the United States Marine Corps. It is my privilege to present a charge to the underclassmen. So, boys and girls, if I could have your attention, please.

This past Easter my mother showed me a drawing of mine from when I was quite young—probably only 7 or 8. It is a sketch of my family. At the top of the page my brother appears, walking along, his arms waving senselessly in the air, his eyes crossed, his tongue hanging out, an idiot’s grin on his face—goofy looking. One look at that guy and you feel sorry for me for having to live with him! Below me stands my father, scowling, with his hands planted on his waist and one eyebrow raised. His stare seems to come right out of the paper, as though he sees his artist, and disapproves. My mother approaches from the right; an immense snake, rising on her coils, baring her four razor teeth, glaring ferociously down on me. And there I am, in the center, a cute, innocent little caterpillar, with cute, innocent, fuzzy little legs and a very frightened countenance.

It is an extraordinary sketch, and, if I may say so, it is the very definition of immaturity. It is a pictorial representation of selfishness, and it is found bound up in the heart of youth. The childish person inhabits the center of his world. He looks to those around him for the satisfaction of his desires, but when those around him fail to meet his desires, this world darkens, and appears to him to be filled with monsters; angry, scary, or even simply annoying beings which trouble him on every side. This is a very unpleasant world to live in. Have you not witnessed this drama? Just ask one of those pug-faced tyrants, screaming for toys or candy in the supermarket isle, whether this world suits his taste. Whether his heart is at peace, and whether he thanks his heavenly Father for every good gift.

I have heard that college is a time for maturation; for growing up; for becoming men and women. Yet it seems that many find it a lot easier to get older than to get wiser. They do indeed learn to handle grownup things—they live on their own, they budget their time, they write clever papers and land impressive internships, but for all this they remain children. I have seen graduates, of this institution and of many like it, my peers and friends, who have indeed succeeded in the market place, but who justify their four rigorous years of training by working and playing to suite themselves! Listen! You may work very hard here, but if you do it for yourself, there is no profit in it. He who labors to be wealthy will not be satisfied with riches. He who seeks comfort in many friends will find himself lonely amidst the crowd. Whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for Christ’s sake and the gospel will find it.

I have heard that college is a time of preparation for life. Certainly, we are being trained in many ways, but do not forget that college is life. Indeed you ought to study, but God’s aim for you here, through academic study is no different than that which He is seeking to accomplish in the young child or in the grown man. It is not a job you are being prepared for, or even a ministry. Your preparation here is to learn daily to walk with God and look to Him for the satisfaction of your soul. Are you happy here? Are you thankful? Or do you live in a dark world. Are you just trying to tough it out so you can get on with you life? Your job will be equally sour, and your family life too if you do not look to heaven for the satisfaction of your desires.

This is indeed a harsh and unpleasant world. The distress of the child in the supermarket who isn’t getting the candy he wants is real. Your distress, as you labor on assignments is real. The monsters that surround you are real, but your hate and fear and worry and spite are your own creation. Do the days weigh heavily on you? Consider what is your candy—what is it that you long for, that brings you to your knees, squalling? Jesus said, "Seek first the kingdom of heaven, and all these things shall be added unto you." Think you that the college years are different?

Maturity, before God, is casting off the selfishness of youth. It is offering the sacrifice of praise to the One who never leaves nor forsakes, and declaring your contentment with that stout rod and staff which guide you though you walk through the valley of the shadow of death.

We, the graduating class of 2005, arrived here as mere children. We may yet be children! But know this, that though foolishness and selfishness are bound up in the heart of the child, the rod of correction will drive them far from him. I have felt that rod here. I have felt it, and I thank God for it. Your life during these four years will be closely attended to by a wise Father, a heavenly Father who makes no mistakes. Discipline, you may have heard, always involves displeasing the child, yet it is for our good, and the trials we endured yesterday, we celebrate today.

So, whether you are just getting started here at Patrick Henry College, or you are even now breaking through the tape at the finish line—whatever your hand finds to do—do with all your might, but do it as unto the Lord. It is the gift of God to enjoy your labor.

Walk the Line

I watched Walk the Line last night. When the curtain fell, I declared to my friends that the movie was awful. No, that's not it. It made me feel "icky." No, that's not quite it either--I felt sick, and I was scared.
Yesterday had been an average day. I had moped around all day bored and depressed. I decided that the worst kind of guilt is not to have done something bad, but to feel incapable of doing anything good. My misery and self-loathing became a burden to my mother. She must be a saint.
The movie made me sick because I felt like I was watching my own life. I don't mean the good older brother and disapproving father--I have both of those, too, but they weren't Johnny's real problem. Walk the Line is the story of a miserable man, who had everything except the ability to be happy. He had screaming fans and a big house, but it was all empty. He hated himself, but was too much enslaved to his passions to change. He was a man with talent, with potential, whose selfishness and pride destroyed him and everyone around him. I haven't done all of the things he did, but I have my own addictions--my own salves to dull the pain. I have the same pride, and the same desire at times to just forget about life for a while.
I hope no one reads this, but then again, I hope someone does. The problem is, I want to think I am somebody. I want to be a man. I want to do something good. But I can't, and God's hand has been heavy on me to bring me to my knees. You can't tell people this--they either get scared or pass it off as false modesty. But there's nothing false or modest about it.
Why couldn't Johnny enjoy all the success he had? Because if anyone would save his life, he must be willing to lose it. Because he who labors to be wealthy will not be satisfied with riches. He wound up with a house of full of feasting, but with strife. The college sent me a DVD of the 05 commencement ceremony. I've watched my speech several times while showing it to my doting grandparents and other relatives. I don't like the delivery, but quite frankly I'm astonished at how well I captured the problem and the solution. I think God gave me that message, and I intend to listen to Him. As long as you focus on yourself you will be miserable. Seek first the kingdom of heaven and all these things will be added unto you. Who will deliver me from this body of death? Thanks be to God though Jesus Christ our Lord! The movie didn't show this, but Johnny Cash did find this grace, and I have too. He didn't just find the right woman, his heart was changed.
I will write two more posts today. In the one I will reprint my speech, along with a scan of the drawing I describe in it. In the other I will muse about my favorite verses in Scripture.

The Gift of Christmas


The gift I chose for my friends this year was The Big Picture Story Bible. If you didn't get one from me, I highly recommend you track down a copy. It's fun to imagine ya'll reading this to your kids someday and looking at the pictures together, but I didn't just get it for the warm fuzzies. It was written and illustrated for children, but carries an adult understanding of Scripture. It tells Bible stories, but connects them in order to tell the one story of the Bible--the gospel. We need to hear this message again, as much as any child.

God's forever people
will one day
live in God's forever place
under God's forever rule.
Can you believe it?
Amen. Come, Lord Jesus!